Letting Go

 Crazy things have been happening...

fist off at school ran into someone that is a family friend that I  have know for a long time. it's so good to have a friend so close.

we put an offer on a house and now we are playing a game of lets make a deal.

school is running me ramped.. lots and lots of homework!!!

going to start running agian and blogging more.. HA !

working on a killer art piece evn if noone cares I need it.

have a new obession with bagpipes

working hard to become who I am meant to be.

So on to Letting Go!

I am surrounded by true artist at the school I go to .  today I learned that I cant be good at everything. I want to be but pratcie and pratice agian guides you.

Mind you I have never had a horrid critic and sometimes I wish someone would say hey your art is stupid . or rip it apart so bad that I have to re think where I went with a painting or a drawing.

my friend P taught me today to let go .. there are things he is better than me at and I am better than him at.. he said we all have different styles ..
I forget that sometiems and want to be like some off my friends art..

In school I have had amazing teachers that have pushed me to do thing I hate or say I cant I opened my eyes to find tears when I feel not good enough.

Today my friends at school told me I am good enough My teacher said you are good enough  and then knowing I have to let go of the self doubt and self beatings.
I have to say you are good but be humble and realize that amazing work is when you put your heart into it .  It should not matter if your are the next Degas or the next "thing" it matters what you do with it and how you do it . exploring new things and devoloping new trends. creating work that stands alone and means something to you.

thank you to all my friends who are awesome and make me laugh..
so just let go
let go of the bad thing let in the good the cheerful the brillant

feel free of chain or ropeds that tie you down .. Live

live braver than the last day and stronger

just be who you are ...